Far from home – On the longing of my soul
Dear friends,
Have you ever
lived somewhere and not felt at home there? Have you ever felt misunderstood,
lonely; perhaps even a little alien and very different from everyone and
everything around you? I am sure we all have at many points in our lives. I
believe we sometimes feel this way when we are not in sync with our spiritual
nature.
Throughout my
life, I have often felt I am in the wrong place. As I look around, I often see stress,
problems, fear, envy and competition, discrimination and injustice; I see hindrance
due to man-made rules and regulations. I feel the negativity energy around me
and wonder. Where is the other side of the equation? Where have beauty, acceptance,
love, joy, hope and freedom gone?
In this moment,
I realize that I am more than a human being. In this moment, I try hard to remember
that I am a spiritual being having a human existence on planet earth. In this
moment, I feel far from my spiritual home. In this moment, nature is my
sanctuary.
I wrote a poem
the other day called Far from home. I
hope it will give you a glimpse of my world and inspire you to find your piece
of heaven on earth next time you feel far from home.
Far from home
Ever since I
was born I felt far away from my home
Not a house,
not the place of residence.
Home is where
my soul is from is the place I mean.
The place of our
origin and destination
The place of
pure love, light, and everlasting peace
Colors are
brighter here; angels sing here, everything feels lighter and free.
Call it
paradise or universe, or even give it a religious connotation.
Whatever you
call it, I call it home.
Ever since I
was born I felt far away from this place - my soul.
But where is
this place of pure happiness, of serenity, of peace?
Where has it
gone?
Our modern
world so busy, filled with distractions, temptations and tribulations,
schedules, deadlines, noises and egos.
Standing in the
middle of the noisy crowd
Many people
surrounding me yet seemingly forgetting me
Overlooking that
I am a soul in a human body, coming here from far
Not a calendar,
not another task to be completed, not another issue to be resolved.
Looking around
I see many people hustling and bustling
Too busy to
remember their true human nature
Not noticing their
soul’s cry.
But wait! We
are here to fulfill our soul’s mission!
We are here to
love and be loved.
Instead, I see
people doing things that don’t resonate with them
Pleasing others,
chasing time and spending more money for stuff than they can afford.
Stuff that has
no meaning, breaking promises and leaving us empty inside
Didn't you know?
Only our spiritual lights really fulfill our hearts and souls.
In this busy
place our spiritual home is far and forgotten
But look! In
the midst of this modern chaos, just look around!
There are signs
of the divine everywhere; even here.
Things so
beautiful yet without an explanation,
So magical, so
bountiful, do serene, so peaceful
Go see and
listen to a waterfall, ocean waves, birds singing, crickets chirping!
Sights and
sounds of nature, soothing music to my ears
The hot sun
shining on my face, the warm wind embalming my tired body
My soul longs
for love and peace.
This feels a
bit like home.
Love, Barbara
Copyright © 2015 by Barbara Bullock
Photo credit © 2015 by Barbara Bullock
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